Oyile Javan

Never ever in my whole life Have I ever been  a psycho I  left the engine running Just came to see what you gonna do about this So I made it,even though you and I both know It’s a waste of time I don’t get it Why you insist on telling  lies This is stupid A-level  stupid I still love you girl Eventhough things ain’t right But I can’t take no more I may be a dumb-ass nerd But I ain’t stupid My new nickname is,love-geek That’s what my friends call me When they see me speakin to mahself They tell me,let go She is not the one But I don't wanna listen Coz you keep on beguiling me Till my cup runneth over And I just don’t know why I love it so much I just can’t crack this code Twenty first century slavery,I guess I think I’mma enlist in a psycho ward Coz this cancer is worse than Ebola Tryin to make this work But you act like a jerk Funny I’m the broken one But I ain’t the only one that needs saving This d...

Skeletons in my closet Stressed up, throwing up in my towels I gotta get my shit together Coz no nigger cares Naysayers top the tabloids From Warren Buffet, to the Buffet at The VMA’s This poverty chain hurts, this pain works Though I got nothing to lose in dis business of life I aint umbrella proof Nor can I turn a blind eye Good guys gone bad Crack babies litter the streets Big homies, sellin crack to the kids Yeah you earned a dollar Yeah you gotta survive But the fact still remains, those are sleazy ways Big sis I know Big fish needs a break from his wife You gotta make him comfortable Coz that’s an opportunity to earn top dollar All this because, of the airtight cage of poverty That runs in our DNA I can see the clouds of inferiority Forming in our mental skies When your first name is nigger, middle name boy However old and the last name John I can now understand, Why you gonna act like that Inner fears, outer resentments ...

They took away all my dreams Shared the profits in the streets Now I am old enough Through them kicks Through them blows I am well informed That I will be nothing of value I have been fighting all my life Struggling to survive Every day, every night Trying to turn the pain to power Your jealousy, your oppression All that hurt, all that lies Fire my soul Raise me to cloud nine When the moment is ripe You will see fire in my eyes Cause I am stronger than you know All the flaws, all the falls That’s the cocktail That makes a superhero learn to fly Beasts in my belly Lions in my heart So hard to control Coz I have swallowed So many of them From the school of life Hits and blows, I never let em show But now it’s time You stood back and watched Them explode into a galaxy Larger than the Milky Way Don’t call this a comeback Coz I have been here for years And I won’t stop, no I was destined That’s why I can see the tr...

I came Undetected unannounced Not even the C.I.A, K.G.B, MI6, and The C.D.C Could pose a threat I am not contagious But I am malevolent My victims whenever, wherever and forever Are filled with holy dread Upon my confirmation of our relationship What they ain’t learnt yet Is that I can be contained Especially in the early stages of our partnership Though you can try and flush me out with chemo and radio You cannot eviscerate one of our kinds From this new found haven, your body And I promise to make you mourn to make you groan My treat btw, LOL Like they say, keep your friends close your enemies closer I know I am your enemy Only that I come as a gladiator in a suit Don’t get it twisted; I know your foreign policy That you don’t negotiate with terrorists like me But here is something to reconsider I am ready to give you some leverage In some bodies I thrive in others I strive to survive Ninety percent alcohol bodies, I thrive Heavy ...

Dear memory, I went down your lane The road was rough Than a bough With potholes, larger than life Eager to walk, I moved on The chilling weather The freezing hailstorms Almost made me as awkward As a cow on ice The passages Through hills and valleys Through rivers and seas Kept holding me back, but I got to say I ain’t trying doing what everybody else’s doing I won’t look back coz I am gonna do what I gotta do  I won’t let em control my life Coz I believe life is a prize And to live doesn’t mean you are alive As everybody dies but not everybody lives So let me call the shots as the umpire Cos this is my empire And as I draw a map to a place higher Flying with the stars in the sky Don’t worry about me For I will retire with the ring of a king.